davin | just need a little light (closed; james)

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just need a little light (closed; james)

Davin doesn't really know what's wrong with him.

Well, he has some ideas. He's been through a lot. A whole lot, but he should be better than this. He should be stronger. But apparently he isn't. He can feel himself withdrawing, getting quieter. Getting sad. This isn't a new feeling to Davin in the slightest, but he's always been able to beat it before. He's always been able to come out on top, no matter what he's faced.

Maybe not this time.

He feels this desperate urge to get away from the city, and he finds himself thinking about Brigid's shrine. He could be in Ireland in under an hour, and the temptation is strong. Really, incredibly strong. But he can't just leave. He has responsibilities. He has James.

Davin knows that he isn't really being fair to James. It's a lot of pressure to put on what's still a fairly new relationship, but he's trying. He feels best when he's in James' arms, and that means so much to him. It's why he wants to go away with him so badly. Part of it, anyway. But that isn't right either. The trip is supposed to be a happy event, not an escape. He just needs to try harder. '

He's home from work, and he's exhausted. His potions sped up his healing and his cast is already off. There are no physical reminders left from his time with Roman, saved for a faint, silvery scar where the wrench hit his temple. He's back to work full time, maybe a little bit more than full time, but he still loves what he does. Working on cars helps clear his head, and makes everything feel a little bit normal.

After his shower, he's considering just going to bed. It's still relatively early, but lately he's just been so exhausted. It's summer, but he's pale. There are dark circles under his eyes, and even though his enchanted charm keeps the actual nightmares away, he still has trouble falling to sleep. Everything is just so much.

He's standing in the door of his bedroom when there's a knock on the front door. After pulling on some sweats, he goes over to open it. James is standing on the other side, and Davin's mouth curves up into a genuine smile. He brightens a little at the unexpected visit, and he stands up a little straighter. "Hey, babe. It's good t'see ya. Come on in."

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James is still eating as he watches Davin cleaning up the food and putting it away for later. "Yeah," he agrees when Davin asks and continues eating until he's polished off most of the food he's put on his plate. What's left, he scraps away into the trashcan and places his plate in the sink to wash later. "Come on, we can do the rest later," he offers taking Davin's hand to tug him back towards the living room.

Now that he's eaten, he's full and tired from his shift. He doesn't think Davin will mind if they just relax for the rest of the night.

Davin doesn't put up much of a fight when James tugs him away from the dishes, and he joins him on the couch, folding in against his side easily. His head goes to rest on James' shoulder and he slides his hand up under James' shirt, rubbing his palm in slow circles on his stomach. "I'd sit on ya, but I fear ya might pop."

He chuckles and lets out a deep sigh, feeling blessedly relaxed as his presses his forehead to James' jaw.

"I might." James leans into the touch Davin gives him, liking the feeling as they rest against each other. When Davin sighs, James relaxes even more, letting his hand go to his back for a moment. He'd been worried about how Davin was handling his kidnapping, and it's obvious things are still working themselves out. Still, James is just glad that he's here and they are together; he knows he can help Davin figure this out if he lets him.

He gives Davin a gentle kiss on forehead. "Are you tired?" he asks.

"I'm alright," Davin assures him, closing his eyes and smiling when James kisses his forehead. "But we could move t'the bedroom if that's what you're hintin' at."

He pulls back to give James a teasing smile, reaching up to slide his fingers up into James' hair. They haven't really been together like that too much since everything happened, but Davin could see that changing tonight. He leans in to kiss him softly, letting his mouth linger before he pulls back to look at him with a warm smile. "But ya have t'carry me in there bridal style or no deal."

"Carry you?" James chuckles at Davin's teasing, but he isn't about to say no to heading off to bed together, not when things have been so stressed lately. For a moment though, he enjoys the feel of Davin's fingers sliding through his hair and the soft kiss against his mouth. They pull away, and James pats Davin on the hip to let him up from the couch. "You really want me to pick you up?" He's asking as he leans over to help Davin too.

When Davin doesn't budge, he shifts his arms around his waist and lifts with his knees until he has Davin up from the couch. "You are much heavier than you look," James grumps but it's with a smile.

"Yes sir," Davin says with a grin, and he lets out a surprised laugh when James hefts him up off of the sofa. The display of strength sends a pleasant shiver through him, and he wraps an arm around James' shoulders while placing the back of his other hand against his forehead in a swoon. "My big strong prince."

His smile goes soft and fond and he slides his fingers up into James' hair, biting his lip almost shyly. "C'mon, take me t'bed."

When Davin swooningly calls him a prince, he just snorts and shakes his head. He has grown used to the ongoing joke about his prince status. He's amused by it mostly, but he also thinks Davin wouldn't say it if he didn't think James treated him right. That's something that's important to him. He cares about Davin, and he just wants him to know that.

With a soft smile, he carries Davin towards the back of the apartment in the direction of his bedroom. They make it inside, and James lets Davin down onto the bed stumbling only a little from the sudden decrease in weight. He leans away for the brief second it takes to kick away his shoes, still looking at Davin. "Any other requests?"

"Oh, I bet I could think of a couple," Davin rasps out, looking over James appreciatively. Davin sits up and pulls off his t-shirt, tossing it aside and settling himself in the middle of the bed. "Starting with erotic massage an' endin' with ya feedin' me chocolate."

He laughs and holds out a hand, gesturing James closer. A massage actually sounds pretty nice, but mostly he just wants James close to him. "No shirts allowed on my bed, though. That's a strict rule."

Removing his shirt and tossing it aside, James looks down at Davin with a grin on his face, laughing when he suggests chocolate. "No shirts," he agrees shifting his body so he can move onto the bed, careful as he lowers his body against Davin. He finds Davin's mouth with his own, kissing him deeply as he moves his hands up to cup his face, their mouths moving together. He wants more, but he could do this for awhile, just kissing sends a shot of warmth over him that still feels exciting.

After a minute or two, he pulls back letting one hand drift downward to find Davin's waist trying to get the rest of their clothes off as soon as possible.

Davin relaxes against the bed and lets himself get lost in James' kisses, one hand sliding up and down his strong back. James is heavy on top of him, and it's good, but when James goes for his underwear Davin rolls them so he's straddling James' thighs. He looks down at him, breathing heavily and licking his lips as he presses his palms to James' chest.

"Slow, I wanna go slow," Davin breathes out, leaning down to press another lazy kiss to James' mouth, rocking their hips together so that their cocks brush through their underwear. "Can we go slow, babe?"

He's surprised when Davin rolls them over, easing them into reverse positions until James is flat on his back, staring up at Davin, who is now straddling his hips. Placing his hands along Davin's sides, rubbing up his back and thighs, he sighs when their bodies rock together, slow and languid. "Yes," he breathes nodding back at him, letting a hand move up to Davin's cheek. He will do anything Davin wants. Slow or fast.

"Come here," he tells him, threading his fingers through Davin's hair to pull him forward again, kissing him deeper.

Davin lets out a soft, broken moan against James' mouth when he pulls him in, breathing shakily and kissing him deeply. He slides his hands down James' sides, thumbing at the cuts of his hips before he slides a hand into James' underwear to wrap it around his cock, just holding it for a moment. He slides his thumb across the head and slowly starts to stroke him, nuzzling up under his jaw to press wet, lingering kisses to his neck.

"Feels good?" Davin asks quietly, feeling himself grow hard in his underwear just from touching James, and having him all spread out like this. Being close to him like this is amazing, and he presses a kiss just over James' pulse, dragging his tongue over the spot.

"Really good," he says his breathe uneven as Davin's hands move against his cock, teasing him so slowly that James isn't sure if he wants to wait and let Davin continue or if he wants to pull him closer right this second. His body responds to Davin's hands, flushing hot all over and tight, and there's never been a time with Davin where the sex hasn't felt good. Yet, they've also gotten better at this, he is more sure, more knowledge about what Davin wants from him and how to make him feel good, and it's definitely the same in reverse. He likes that. He likes the comfortable feeling of being with someone that means something to him.

He lets his hands fall against Davin's back when he kisses against his neck, and the feeling of his tongue makes him shiver a little. Without thinking he lets one hand slip into Davin's underwear, wanting to touch him too, pressing him closer against his body, feeling the hardness against his thigh. It already feels amazing, but he wants more.

Davin gasps and gets up to kick off his underwear, kissing James' stomach and hips as he pulls his down his thighs and legs. Once they're off, Davin gets the lube and a condom out of the nightstand and hands the lube over to James, straddling his hips again.

"Get me ready?" He asks breathlessly, leaning over to kiss him deeply. He's missed being like this with James, and he can't want to have him inside of him, buried so deep. "Fuck, I missed you."

Taking the supplies from Davin's hands, James sits up long enough to open the bottle and coat his fingers with liquid, trying to concentrate on the task at hand, but losing himself in the deep kisses Davin offers him for several seconds. He slides his hands down Davin's back until he clutches at his hips and then his ass squeezing for a moment even though he can feel Davin urging him closer.

He would take his time the way Davin did, but he wants all of him now and it seems impossible to go slow. Reaching down he lets his fingers move , slipping one inside of him, slowly moving in and out, stretching him enough before offering more. As he does, he uses his other hand against Davin's neck moving him into another kiss.

"Slow," Davin says with a breathless laugh, grinning against James' neck. It's always so intense when they're together, so much need that Davin thrives on it, but right now he wants to stretch that out. He wants them to take their time. "We have all night, right?"

He pulls back with a lazy smile, enjoying seeing James all wound up because of him. Davin grabs the condom and rips it open with his teeth, moving back a little so that he can roll it onto James, stroking him a few times. Davin gets up on his knees, reaching back to hold the base of James' cock steady while he hovers over it, bracing himself with one hand on James' chest as he slowly sinks down onto him. "God, baby. I love the way ya feel inside me. So damn perfect."

Slow. James just sighs at Davin's request, kissing him again on the mouth, and he does want to take his time with this, to feel everything, every inch of Davin but sometimes it feels like he can't get close enough. He's greedy for more when they are this way together, but he lets his lips linger slower the way Davin asks, letting hsi hands drift up to his neck and then into his hair, savoring the taste and the feel of him until he's once again breathless.

When Davin moves, James' entire body goes tense with anticipation because he knows how close he is being inside Davin. He watches sighing as Davin holds himself steady for a few moments and then sinks over him. All he can do is place his hands on Davin's hips, squeezing hard until he feels like he's not going to just come right then, breathing through the contact. He responds to Davin by moving his mouth up to kiss him deeper than before as he shifts his hips in upward motion.

It doesn't just feel good. It feels amazing.

"See? Isn't this good?" Davin asks shakily, grinning down at James. He lets out a gasp when James rolls his hips up and leans over to plant his hand into the bed next to James' head, looking down at him as he starts to ride him, dragging his hips up to sink down nice and slow, over and over, while giving him deep, drugging kisses. "Hold onto me, okay?"

He wants James' hands on him, arms around him, wants to feel him everywhere. He sinks down again, taking James' cock as deep inside of him as he can, and he tosses his head back with a low moan. It feels incredible and Davin feels so close to James, so connected, and he presses their foreheads together with a whimper as he starts to move his hips just a little faster.

As directed, James reaches up to wrap his arms around Davin's back, pulling him down even closer, hugging their chests close together. Their foreheads are slicked together close, and he smiles a little before Davin kisses him a few more times. His heart is racing in his chest even though they are still moving slowly, their bodies sliding together rhythmically and perfectly, but his body fills with anticipation and the need of release and he can feel his heartbeat thumping against his ribcage. He wants this to last longer, but he is so close and he can tell from the sighs Davin breathes against him he's close too.

He moans as Davin presses back against him harder this time and he has to move his mouth away to catch his breath feeling his muscles tense all over his body. It is barely a few more seconds before he comes wishing he could hold back longer. Letting his hands slide up into Davin's hair he holds him as his orgasm shoots through him until the muscles in his stomach release. He gathers himself enough to reach out for Davin, putting his hands on his cock and stroking him wanting him to feel as good as he does.

They've done this enough times that Davin can tell when James is close, and it's so incredible to know someone that intimately, to be able to read their body and react to it. He feels it when James' orgasm hits, the way his cock thickens and pulses inside of him, and Davin lets out a soft moan at the sensation.

James gets his fingers around Davin's cock and it doesn't take long, just a few pulls before he's spilling all over James' stomach with a cry of his name, fingers digging into his shoulders. Once he's done, he settles on top of James, making a mess between their bellies and keeping James inside of him, panting quietly against James' neck as he trembles against him.

When Davin settles against him, shaken and tired, James reaches up to thread his fingers through his hair softly, enjoying the feeling of them together, not ready to move just yet either. Their breathes slowly come to settle again, and he leans down to kiss Davin a couple of times on the forehead until he moves them into another kiss, letting their mouths meet for a few seconds.

"I'm glad we're together," he says pulling away enough to see his face.

"Me too," Davin says softly, eyes shining as he looks down at James. He cups his cheek, thumbing at the stubble on his jaw before leaning down to kiss him again, letting it linger until he can work up the energy to pull himself away. He winces slightly as James' cock slips out of him, and then turns to make quick work of disposing of the condom, tying it off and tossing it in the trash before turning to collapse onto his back, chest heaving slightly as he looks up at the ceiling.

"Really glad," he says, finding James' hand and tangling their fingers together before turning in to rest against his side, kissing his shoulder with a content sigh.

Sighing happily at the words, James shifts over enough that he can pull Davin into his arms, kissing him against the temple as the energy drains out of his body. His limbs feel heavy, but he likes this feeling and doesn't want to fall asleep yet even though he's tired from his day at work. It's nice being able to stay with Davin this way, after they've been together. The intimate moments like really make him happiest. It's obvious that Davin feels that connection to him too, and he smiles when he brings their hands together.

"Good," he tells him letting his hands drifting up his arm with his other hand, letting his head fall against the pillow. "As long as you know that I'm here for you, Davin." Because it's important he doesn't forget that.

"Of course I do, James." He smiles and leans in to press their foreheads together, smiling as he curls his fingers around James' hip. "Don't fall asleep on me, old man. Bask in the afterglow with me."

He laughs and kisses him on the mouth before letting out a content sigh and relaxing against him, draping his leg across James' thigh and tapping his foot, humming happily.

Sighing softly, James looking back at Davin shaking his head. "I wouldn't dream of falling asleep on you," he says letting his feet tangle with Davin's as they both relax together. Despite the tiredness settling over him, he'll stay awake as long as possible so they can enjoy the moment, enjoy how it still feels nice to bee together this way after all these months.

"If you keep kissing me, I might be able to stay awake a little better," he offers with a smile.

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